Dear Future. where you? did i have my own future? 

hmm.I'LL! :) just wait future. 

i will come for you. 

i'll find my future just for you dear other heart :)

just see what i got after this. 

i'll not listen to other anymore. 

i'll not listen to my mom words again. 

i just find my own way after this. 

i dont want any mistake anymore.

just dont keep force me dear other heart :) 

i dont like the way you force me.

realy feel like bla bla bla blaaa~